On "About" and Mail (VI)
Essay
Below is my email letter sent to my older sister back in 2023, the month was October. We are the only two siblings whose biological parents are exactly the same. We have no other sister nor brother, regardless of distributions of genes as proportional, 1/2 or zero, or whatever in legal status totally unknown to us up to this point of our lives, if any, I mean. An excerpt from "About” will follow the duplication of the letter after the banner image (my photo of the shadow of my metal sculpture, taken in the moody, very moody one-car garage of our house (note: “our” does not mean here at all the possessive pronouns for my sister and me), which we (note: “we” does not mean … the rest is the same as the above noted except the change which is the gramatical subjects) no longer have in Indiana - a Northern city.
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Date: Fri, Oct 20, 2023 at 11:33 AM
Subject: Re: [ 1 ]
To: [ 2 ]
お母さんのそばにしばらく滞在し、その後面会という運びを私も考えていましたが、難し[い]ことが次々と起きているところです。
詳しいことは書けませんが、当面の心配はまず出国入国そして再入国について。無事に再入国できたとしても現状の住居に問題なく住むことができるかどうか等の懸念もあります。
それはいったい？！ と思われることでしょうが、全てのことが少なくとも20年から３０年間にわたって繰り広げられている事実を、ようやく確信しました。 [ 3 ]に勤務していた時を原点に置き、事情をさかのぼり反復することができます。
固有名詞を列記しますが、私に何かあった時のみに参照してください。
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[ 5 ]
一例の人たちです。私の履歴、学歴、アメリカ入国監理局に記録されている私についての事実、そして自己証明。それらの捏造、詐称などに関連しているようです。お姉さんもよくご存知のように、私は堕胎の経験はありません。私についての悪質な虚偽虚言のひとつは、連続堕胎の宣伝です。
こんなことを書くとお姉さんの心労を増やしてしまいますね。どうぞお許しください。
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[1] : Subject title
[2] : My sister’s email address.
[3] : Proper noun indicating the francophone office in Tokyo, in which I worked.
[4] : Proper nouns indicating [3] and four female co-workers of mine in the same office.
[5] : Proper nouns indicating the visual art high school in Tokyo, in which I was a student, and three women in relation to the school and the subject matter of my email letter.
[6] : Private clause regarding our mother.
[7] : My name to end the letter.
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(shadow of my metal sculpture - photo taken by myself - digitally modified color - reframed)
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Excerpt from “About” (section at Juliette Masch Writes):
The perpetrators should not assume that their crimes over my civil and human rights must have been already acquitted with no judicial process, just because their excuses made from lies such as technical errors, psychotherapeutic projects, bureaucratic mishandling, or serial mistakes which made them claim that I do not exist as a human being, nor lawful or undocumented resident, or that I am merely a digital program operated by tech startups for the product promotion, have been positively received by public and other parties.
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If you happen to read Japanese with ease, with no help of any artificial means, from the depth of your heart and by the width of your linguistic feasibility, you’ll sense immediately and properly that the letter is discussing a serious matter, the gravity of which is not easy to ignore.
If you wondered, while reading the excerpt from “About” above, how the latter sentence would end up correctly with a seemingly missing verb with a suspense, yes, that’s right, “have been positively received” is the one.
More thrills will come up, let me warn or notify you of it simply here just in the beginning of this post. Joe Biden dropped out from the presidential race. Kamala Harris is being made to be as so by Dems. The party prevails, the party matters.
I recall. Back then, months ago, truly months and months ago when only conservative podcasters and bloggers were tirelessly pointing at Biden’s conditions to be more remarked with sincerity and seriousness, Kamala Harris was also tirelessly declaring that they (Biden and she) would win with the abortion right to bring up front of their campaign.
Then, newly lots are now spoken of is the deep state as the topic subject. Ben Carson, interviewed by Tucker Carlson on X very recently, said of the mechanism of the power machine of Dems according to Nancy Pelosi, which would be able to get even an inorganic object elected, if labeled as D and backed up by the party. It is possible that this inorganic object or a glass of water are meant to be a metaphor to describe a blank slate person with no political electability without the party’s making, but I took the words as they were. This is America. People talk lots about its politics and put their fingers at points.
My email letter. As for it, the crucial paragraph is found just after [5]. The ending sentence of which can be read as my lamentable testimony to blame those liars online or in streets. Wherever I go, wherever I live in, there, here come those by following me, they publicize an infinite variety of slanders and lies about me and my life. One of such things is the record of my serial abortions in my life.
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Just minutes ago, I checked the posting date of Tucker Carlson’s interview with Ben Carson on Carlson’s X. That was 7/25. The length is about 100 minutes and the two men talked straight as what I want to mean is that they talked non-decoratively in an absolute term which the adverb can suggest and imply by all means in its connotations. Toward the end appeared the topic of abortion and women’s rights, so assertively and confidently spoken of by Dems as a whole. Carson, who has practiced his medical occupation as a professional and an expert, quietly expressed his excruciatingly hard pain for an unborn life resting in the safest place in the world, that is the mother’s womb, must have felt the tool grabbing the shoulders or other body parts to drag him or her out of it upon 26 weeks of the mother’s pregnancy. An abortion is a killing, said Carson.
I do not post the link to the interview here, but the post is very easy to find via Tucker Carlson’s X. I strongly recommande the post. Below is my brief and paraphrased summary along with comments on.
Kamala: For Carson, demographic appeals are counted on most by Dems and she is on the line of Marxists. People should be aware of the direction into which the liberal politics is heading to as an imminent danger to the country. For me, Kamala seems to be more flexible and able to be a centrist in accordance with politically circumstantial situations.
Socialism agenda: That has been on and on since 60’s. Neighborhoods have been affected as well as communities at large. In Church, traditional Gospels turned into a social Bible. If I remember it correctly, Carson did not mention Christian Socialism specifically, nor Social Justice militants organized by Christians. Those are nevertheless deeply related when neighborhoods are looked into. Even the issue of abortion might be turned around for compromised points to reach out with, according to me.
Family, hard works, success, and reading books: So good, so worth listening him about his life.
Love, car spinning, flipping over, 18 wheelers, miracle and God: Carson should write a book about it, if he has not done yet.
Democratic Party as power machine: I wondered if the reversed case could be true in a hypothesis. A person of talents will not be enough, if the glass of water cannot be desirably filled with all other aspects to make up and to fulfill for. Thus, switching it around between would be operative, then, no one will say anything. Done!
Trump: Carson values Trump high. He must be one of people able to articulately describe the rise of Trump in politics as consequential or providential in connection to the corruption of Washington, as (if) it was an inevitable event.
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My email letter: Here and now back on. If I were a doer of serial abortions, I would have been the same as a serial killer. Marists brothers might have chased me for severe punishments by their own laws set by themselves if I lived in a Christian dystopia. The case is at any event ineffective, regardless of the dystopian Christian community or regular or political, because I am not a serial killer nor have never been committing myself in abortion, serial or not, neither is true in my life.
But, what kind of a woman must give up her unborn babies, who are her own? I try to think hard of such a case and find equally hard to figure it out. A possibility coming to my mind is a woman kidnapped by human traffickers and raped, gang raped, sold, forced to be a prostitute, and resold and so on for years and years. Such is beyond the division of the two parties, both Democrats and Republicans agree to rescue her with no delay.
Otherwise, a common description settles on a woman’s choice. The argument also tends to be set on an unborn life belonging to whom as a vital question. A fetus is a part of the mother, or the mother is a carrier of a life? I’d say those are the same while the same question’s wordings are tossed up for the sake of the argument.
Or, probably, a life does not have to be argued upon for the sake of policy making in politics. The same thing here is said as it is, again and again. I’ve been written and published my views on abortion and women. For me, a life begins upon the conception. Nevertheless, the governmental restrictions on abortion will cut into constitutional rights of individuals in a way comparable to despotism controlling the freedom of citizens. The most tricky part I find in this way of viewing the issue, (thus my view), is to draw a contrast between people’s (women’s) freedom to choose how to live vs the governmental interventions. In the case of abortion, the former is said of as women’s rights, very broadly and effectively. At that point, I think the wording is desperately wrong with no obvious alternatives.
Who will give up her own unborn babies, if she is not kidnapped, raped, and forced to be a prostitute for years and years? In the Carlson’s interview posted on 7/25, Ben Carson said “DINK”, which I did not know still circulating as the popular expression to describe a type of couples. It goes as on Double Incomes No Kids, which suggests a couple who choose to live rich in time and money instead of having and raising kids. Carson is not a fan of it, very naturally, at all.
JD Vance, chosen as the running mate of Trump for the presidential, famously pronounced very problematic words: Childless Cat Ladies. He now is rephrasing or providing more of his explanation to specify what he meant or what he is aiming to communicate with constituents while looking toward the immediate future, that is the coming November for the outcome.
Let me say one thing newly. Most of women are much more sensitive than the two parties’ lines, in my opinion. Certain depictions have a tendency to be exaggerated, distorted, due to the directions of news media as well as because of a small or a not so small number of demonstrators who might be working for the political mechanism under the power machine.
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More on my email letter: It begins with my concern about our mother and the initial planning of my visiting upon which how to accommodate myself to the covit restriction in Tokyo.
In the continuous paragraphs, I explained to my sister on the possible and very plausibly organized theft of my identity, which could have been traced back to around the time of my arrival in the US if the matter is detailed into various phases retrospectively.
The proper nouns, both offices/school and people, are a recurrence for they are already in my other email letters to my sister as well as have been shown in the series of my publications “On ‘About’ and Mail”. In [4], there is the Freaky, creepy woman whom I mentioned more than once, who can be newly introduced for this space as a different nickname that should be “snapping turtle”. She is a genuine nightmare for any one whom she decides to grue her on. She would never let you go. Real horror with no comparaison in all the world, I would say of it.
With regard to my identity and myself, I assert I have my civil, constitutional and human rights to pursue my life as I was born and have lived through my life up to this point as to be intact with no arbitrary nor planned nor organized alterations made by others, who should not disturb my identity, nor deprive it from me on the basis of conceptualized rights which they self-imposed upon their acts, because such is not their rights nor such rights should exist by all means.
If there is the most dubious and dangerous ideologization of rights in socialism, communism, and social justice at large, I would point out at those whose ideas are formed by the tidal washing for their thoughts, feelings, emotions to be abbreviated into sets of theoretical, demagogic terms and expressions by which realities tend to fall into mere abstractions of justice vs antagonists. In this way, progressives lose their humanly conscience and their hearts when saying the failure of Trump assassination attempt was too bad. Look and think. Donald Trump is not the same as Hitler. Just liberals, progressives, and Dems have been depicting him as such openly on media again and again to mark their scores up in the political chart.
With no particular political affiliation, one can be a master maker of one’s own despotism. To feel good and correct, the way to go is easy, that is to make antagonists, caricatured, demonized, laughable, no feel for empathy nor sympathy by all means as forcefully negative. The freaky, snapping turtle, thus with her fanatic eyes, widened and blood vains as running threads, with an infinite pace continues her anecdotes of fakes as long as she lives. I, therefore, become a mere nullification, point less than zero, though nor minus, by being erased, laughed at, even my death will be cheered by them with joy.
But, who are these “they” of “them”?
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I’m just a technical error.
I’m just a software program.
I’m just a psychotherapeutic project.
I’m just a bureaucratic mishandling.
I exist only for fun.
My life is not real but a game made by developers.
One steal all from me is okay because I’m just a foreign episode to sell.
Oh, yes, we paid for it, yes, yes, are said by who?
That is “they” of “them” whom I’m speaking about.
Oh, yes, we paid for it, yes, yes, are said by “they” of “them”.
But, you know what? All money went to that freaky, snapping turtle, with her allies of the culture army of cutie, pretty, sexy, animé in their superficial innocence as apparent, with their AI made nudities online fully or partly regardless, while their utilizing my publications to be linked onto their posts, by their taking my advantages fully in this case with no doubt, as if I were in their group, that is, though, absolutely untrue.
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It entirely who you are. You can read my writings just as confusing, too different, uncomfortable, or impossible to engage yourself with. Or, you can read my writings as something else other than all of what is said in the very previous sentence. One needs to be neither Democrats nor Republicans, specifically, to get a feel of what I write. So, let me say. I am tremendously grateful of being in this world and lived and live. God helped me to stand to look back, around and forward. Myself is my own proof of my existence, which simultaneously proves and honors my mother. No one can steal my life.
“ On ‘About’ and Mail “ by Juliette Masch (7/27/24)